Four Wins From Forever: Why a Knicks fan never gave up

Four Wins From Forever: Why a Knicks fan never gave up

The New York Knicks stand four victories from an NBA championship. For one man watching from Dallas, those four wins represent something far larger than a title. They represent 25 years of showing up, of finding reasons to stay, of believing in a franchise that has spent most of his adult life breaking hearts.

The Knicks have not won a championship since 1973. The fan became one in 2002, stepping into fandom at the precise moment the franchise began one of the worst runs in professional sports history. He did not know this at the time. He only knew he wanted to share a title with his father someday.

A decade later, in 2012, desperation looked different. The fan was struggling with suicidal thoughts that year, reaching a breaking point he does not discuss lightly. He was watching the Knicks face the defending champion Miami Heat in a first-round playoff series the franchise had no business winning. Miami led three games to zero. No team in NBA history had ever come back from that deficit.

Game 4 was supposed to be formality, another chapter in a story of collapse that had defined the franchise since the early 2000s. The fan and his father searched Dallas sports bars for anywhere willing to show the game. One bartender's response was swift and honest: why would anyone want to watch the Knicks?

They found a small television in the kitchen of a Mexican restaurant in south Dallas, sitting on packing crates while carne asada sizzled behind them. Carmelo Anthony scored 41 points that night, slaying LeBron James, Dwyane Wade, and Chris Bosh in a performance that meant nothing to the playoff outcome but everything to a young man watching from the edge.

The Knicks won 89-87. When the final buzzer sounded, the fan fell into his father's arms, both of them soaked in sweat and tears as smoke rose off the kitchen plancha. His father spoke a benediction into his hair: this win is for you, son.

That moment, bittersweet and brief, became a lifeline. Miami won Game 5. The season ended. But that single night became proof that hope could survive humiliation, and it carried him through years when hope was the only thing standing between him and the exit.

The Long Wait

Thirteen years passed. The Knicks compiled one of the worst winning percentages in professional sports history between 2002 and 2020. There was a 23-win season in 2005-06. There were back-to-back 17-win campaigns in 2014-15 and 2018-19, the latter including an 18-game losing streak. Knicks fans wore paper bags over their heads to Madison Square Garden. The franchise was a mirror held up by its owner James Dolan, reflecting only his whims and vanities back into the world.

The fan watched from 1,600 miles away in Dallas, carrying the weight of fandom through the darkest period of his 20s. The prospect of watching a championship with his father became a specific prayer, uttered on the nights when staying seemed impossible. The losing was the vehicle through which his hope traveled.

Leon Rose took over as team president in 2020. The approach was different: no ego-driven contracts, no vanity moves, just competent basketball management. Tom Thibodeau arrived as head coach and ended the playoff drought in his first season. Jalen Brunson signed in 2022 and became one of the five best offensive players in basketball by his second year. Karl-Anthony Towns and Mikal Bridges arrived via trade. The Knicks made the second round every year with Brunson.

Last spring, they reached the Eastern Conference finals for the first time since 2000. They lost to Indiana in six games. Three days later, owner James Dolan fired Thibodeau.

Mike Brown became the new head coach. This season, the Knicks won 53 games. They swept Philadelphia in the first round, then swept Cleveland in the conference finals. They have won 11 consecutive games, outscoring opponents by 262 points over that stretch, the most lopsided 11-game playoff run in NBA history. The San Antonio Spurs await in the finals.

Between the end of one playoff round and the start of another, the fan's father lost Al Jerry, his childhood friend. They called themselves Thunder and Lightning, a one-two punch that owned a Long Island neighborhood decades ago. They watched the Knicks win championships together in 1970 and 1973, young men in their prime with their whole lives ahead. Al will not see what comes next. But the father is still here. So is his son.

The fan does not know how to want something this much without fear. He has spent a quarter-century practicing hope and protecting himself from pain. He has kept one hand always on the door. This time feels different. The door is open now, and he and his father are standing in the frame together, waiting to see if the Knicks can finally deliver on a promise made in a kitchen 13 years ago.

Author James Rodriguez: "A franchise this broken does not deserve this run, but a father and son this faithful absolutely do."

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